Him

It's always about experience. I searched incessantly for a summer internship exactly six months back, gained "experience". It ended and introduced me to an absolutely unusual experience, which I'm told is necessary for me.

It made me give birth to my existing, inherent and incredible faith in God. Yea, you're in your 20s and you're too busy to pray, you're too busy to even realise who you're saying the Gayatri Mantra to with folded hands and closed eyes, you're too busy to even believe that if you have faith then letters to God and daily conversations with him can provide mighty relief, you're too engrossed to acknowledge that there ARE miracles happening in this world (and how!), you're too busy to be ignorant, to have belief and to give credit to God to how perfect your life is today.

God. He. Men are tough nuts to crack. Ok that didn't sound particularly right. But they have this queer and creepy sense of self which is so hard to alter! Imagine He has so many qualities, abundant in quantity. I'm sure he'd be ready to pass them on but these days, noone is interested. You figure how interested He is in setting things right for you when something is wrong. You needn't recite to him, you can talk to him. He does have lots of people doing that now, before going to bed, early in the morning,during the day, really late in the night,a couple of minutes back and almost every second. We grow older and sink into that abandoned spiritual space in our brains to make Him busy.

That's His life. He makes yours better, liveable sans any gory struggles. He'll test you, he'll support you.

Have faith, now and always.

Remain in awe, now and always.